Monday, February 06, 2006

tournament against new town today, 5-0 yay. got home, found out my dad bought A PSP. i'm like what the hell. anyways i can't be bothered. the same fucking thing always happens, my bro will find out and he'll deem it as his. the same thing happened for the ipod & the camera. its always like that. i have no say in this cause, i'm the fucking youngest, i'm studying still, no one cares what i say and oh yeah i'm a bitch according to my brother. WELL, thanks for ruining my life.

why does my life seem so much harder to live than others. everything just falls into place for others perfectly well. i can't carry on anymore, seriously.
it's too much.

Dear God,
I pray for the strength to carry on living for i know,
i'm slowly falling apart.

The virgin suicides.18:17